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Today was a good day.

So first off, my bad weight is down. I ended up weighing myself for the first time in awhile today and im 170 (im 186cm) essentially. Kinda slim but I feel amazing. I just need to get back into weights, especially since my ankle is still messed up and I can’t hoop like I want.

Trading is exciting. Finally, because I absolutely know what Im doing. And I know that I know what im doing. and so does the market. Shit is about to get insane. I’m ready for my rags to riches story. I told you im going to have a great report at the end of tomorrow, just watch. Im getting at least 100% on a 1000$ play tomorrow. book it. I made 162 on we bull and 1505 on TopStep. And I learned a new addition to the new addition I learned earlier this week. Compounding greatness. Both of those are being implemented immediately and are already paying great dividends. I need to re review my notes before the market opens tomorrow. Ima snag a big fish for sure. Most likely Tesla. Will report at then end of tomorrow.

I went out with Ms. S today, and had a good time. She’s very cute although she has kind of a pronounced mustache (women go through so much). I think she’s super dope and we always have a great time talking and just being. I think she’s gonna be a really good friend for me and we would have a a lot of fun if she came to visit me in Colombia. We’ve already decided we shouldn’t have sex. But we like to kiss. She’s a good kisser. But thats irrelevant for now. I need to be focused on this money and improving my well being, and my families, immediately after that.

I had worship tonight and this morning. A little progress at a time will go a long way. I need to start reading the Bible again as well and not just devotionals.

Also I think me eating garlic has helped me lose body fat because I pooped a lot of weird stuff when I started and my sugar cravings are gone. I almost ate some today out of habit but Ms. S stopped me. Im grateful. And I kept my streak up to 8 days. Im proud of myself and that was very kind of her to remind me. now we keep compounding on that and we might have a little something going.

Im really excited for the market tomorrow. I feel like everyday now is a good chance to prove my skills as a trader and find my edges. And staying consistent with journaling too. thats definitely a help as well.

Till tomorrow,

I love you

Today has been good.

I have been feeling down as of late, ashamed that my trading has taken a backslide, so I haven’t been journaling as I should. I apologize and im back on it. It’s good to get my thoughts out on “paper” again. And I had a good trading day this morning too.

We aren’t gonna speak on trading. I just need to do what needs to be done. the end.

I been talking to Ms. S a lot lately. I love the way her mind works and I can talk to someone freely about anything. I need to understand the space im creating and not blur the lines of what she wants, which is to remain single. I value her presence and will respect her wishes. I know im definitely a sapiosexual, without a doubt. I always am attracted to women that can really make me think and have deep conversations with. I think after the second one, im hooked lmao. that is a shared trait amongst the women ive dated in the past. that or we have hella fun, but its usually the mind first. there are a few exceptions. But anyway, she is amazing. And she is very pretty but sometimes i lose attraction in moments, because in a way, she resembles my mother. I guess at certain angles in pictures, but not in person. It’s weird but whatever. I still fuck with what we got going.

Im supposed to leave at the end of the month to start traveling again. Gotta get that bread right and then, vamos!

Im content today and grateful. I learned something new in the past week in the market and im fen try it out the rest of the week. These sweeps will make life really easy, very soon. I can’t wait to write my update this weekend.

I started working out again since I sprained my ankle. just abs (Pamela Reif) and like 40 pushups but I feel good. Brick by brick.

Go enjoy yourself today but read and worship the Lord too. He’s been so good to you.

I love you.

Adios!

Today I failed. I took bad trades all week and today was the pièce de résistance. I just spend like 3 minutes looking up how to spell it and my pronunciation up to this point has been way off. lol. “Pierre de resistance” LMFAO.

But back to this bullshit of a week I decide to bestow upon myself, right when im in the position to return to glory. My mind is fucking sabotaging me. You lazy ruthless motherfucker. I will get the better of you this upcoming week. I have to, literally. or it’s pretty much back to square 1. and we’re not doing that shit. . Yeah I’ll be fine. big days ahead.

WE got it this time. you have the talent and the resources. execute.

I also realized yesterday that I want to be a husband. like kind of badly. I want to be loved an in a healthy relationship. So that means I have to fight. Fight for my ability to win and impress a woman, and to show her that this is a safe space to grow and flourish. Getting pussy has always been easy for me, but I need to focus on my lust and my goal of being someone’s spouse. I wouldn’t want a woman that moved sexually the way I did. so tighten up

I want to go on trips too, nice vacations around the world. Doing and experiencing different things. with a woman, and possibly kids. My clock is ticking and ive been fucking off. So I really need to tighten up. Im late to the party but im here, let me get my lil 1 2 off and go on about my way. Please and thank you. But in all seriousness I need to get my shit together. and it all starts with trading. So for the second time, I got this shit next week. Back to the wall, Thats when we operate best.

I am an architect of resources, and I will change the world, one day at a time.

I love you.

Also, I might have my wife. we’ll call her Ms. B for now. I hate that I be in love in 3 days. But we got work to do. (2 + in)

I love you

Today was a graduation day. I didn’t succumb to dumb trading. and I wanted to . Badly. but I kept talking myself out of it. No trades to day. No edge (outside of meta at 9:50), and I was waiting till 10.=, but I need to mark it better and journal.

I just finished Pamela reif’s about class on YouTube. its been awhile since I could do the whole thing without stopping. so congratulations to me. We leveling up everywhere. and im about to go run for 30 minutes after I finish typing this.

This weekend should be interesting, the weather is really bad where I’m at so me and my family are going to go to a hotel for the weekend. that should be a fun experience, and I got a lil bread too so I wont be stressing about anything. Just prepping for next week.

2600 –5000 — 15000. Claiming it

I love you. Thank you for setting yourself up in the future. We all thank you.

Today was cool. I ran 2.2 miles and did some work around the crib. also studied a bit and learned something valuable for the rest of my trading career so im happy about that.

I didn’t get punched today so im happy about that. I could have waited for a pullback and better entry but it was a solid trade and that sets me up nicely for tomorrow, which I am happy about. I also realized next week I’ll be able to place the biggest trade of my life. I just need to go 2-2 next week and im golden. Preferably 3-3 with 2 200% in there. so strategic planning for sure this weekend.

My body feels good and im getting better with the food consumption. Today was a good day in that regard, I just have to stay consistent. Oh, and I got an ab workout in today too for 10 minutes and I pushed through all but 2-3 seconds of it, im proud of myself. I’ve become much better with that these past 2 weeks. I need to get back to the pushups too round the clock. at least 50 a day preferably 100-150.

I will be coming back tomorrow with good news. Either I didn’t see my edge and didn’t take a trade (a mental and financial win), or I waited on my trade and executed well (mental and financial as well but better lol).

I love you

P.S. have worship more often. I know you pray, but WORSHIP God.

pushups and worship after this. in reverse order.

I love you more then the last time I wrote it.

I got punked by the market. I’m really getting tired of this shit. It’s me against my fears. The next A+ setup I’ll get my lick back. Even if I lose I’ll win. I can’t wait.

Last night I went and chilled with Ms S. I think I’m getting turned off, when I came to the realization she kinda of looks like my momma. That’s creepy. But as usual we had a great conversation and vibed. She’s actually texting me as I type this. she’s hellllla cool though and I think we can be good friends.

Today will be chill. I’m sure I’ll be stretching this evening and through the day. I’m about to go eat and watch a film. Back on the saddle.

I love you. You’re so close. So close. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

Today has been good. Folded some laundry and cleaned my space. also made breakfast for my parents. It was French Toast, eggs and potatoes. I’d give it a 6/10. They liked it so thats all that matters.

Im ready for this make or break week. Id be lying if I said I wasn’t nervous but im also very excited. This will be my make or break season. I will rise above the filth and take off. I will make at least 4k this week. I will take great A+ setups. I will have the best week of my life this week.

I also can’t wait to go hoop tomorrow. Iv’e been too complacent lately and I need to get back to driving to the paint. It humors me sometimes that I take this so serious but, I really like this shit . So im at the paint this week. I can’t wait to see what I come up with in the lane when its on the line.

I’m listening to another amazing song “Jamal Crawford” by Marco plus and Boldy James. Straight fire.

Im proud that out of the past 10 day I blogged 9. Thats an accomplishment formal and im starting to enjoy it more and more as time goes on. I also think that my mind is becoming sharper from the exercise. I dont know why but I always struggle with the word “exercise” I just need to type it more so I remember the spelling. Exercise. exercise. exercise.

I love you, more now than ever.

I missed yesterday but im back today. I had a solid day today. Just relaxing and laying around. Nothing too much going on at the moment, but im content and happy.

I have been having really good conversations with Ms. S. Its nice to have really deep and thought provocative conversations with someone and they operate on a similar brainwave as me.

This one is short but sweet. and I have to conquer my diet. 100%

Trading was decent Friday. Lost one trade and won 2. We’re up on the week so thats a blessing. Next week comes the real test. but we got this.

I love you